Well some of you now know my biggest secret. Sorry for the rest of you.
But never mind that, this blong entry will be about my Biggest fear(s). I have a few little fears and one big one.
The little one's:
- Get addicted to something that can destroy me in a physical and mental way.
- Get an eating disorder, somehow these things scare me so much, I dont wanna be skinny als hell.
- Spiders...If i will spot one, i will run away, or scream or do both, even during a debate or speech.
- To loose someone I love, or care about, i know it has happened to me some times last 2 years, but to live that all over again just frightens me again and again.
That were the little ones, now comes the big one. I think some of you will think it is lame but i have nighmares about this so many times.
- The sea: Standing on the beach, watching the waves break against the shore, does not frighten me. The sea is one of the most powerfull things in the world, it is strong and free. Maybe that is what makes it so scary, I remember I was swimming in the sea in Barcelona and a huge wave came over me. I couldnt get up and i thought i was drowning, that was the worst fear I ever had in my whole life, and this fear was exhausting. When I finally got up I ran up the beach and threw myself in the sand closed my eyes and I knew that I got a new fear. A lot of times when i am very tired an go to sleep i have this dream that i am standin in a pink room and all of a sudden this huge wave crashes over me and i die.
Well that's that for today
byee bitchas love you!
Music: Billy Talent - River below
Quote: Stephanie doet marc na: Nienie wil je verkering met me?
3 comments:
I got this fear of drowning too. Not in the same way as you, mine is just because i'm a lousy swimmer.
Ik heb ook een soort angst dat ik overreden ga worden door een auto ofzo. Nou niet egt een angst, meer een idee dat ik een verkeers ongeluk ga hebben. Het rare is dat het me niet bang maakt, ik heb alleen het idee dat dat gaat gebeuren =\
Nienie en Marc wil end up together, I'm sure MUAHAHAHAHA xD =P
Hmm mijn fears zijn gewoon pijnlijke doden waar je nog bij bewustzijn bent. Getting shot, getting choked... dat allemaal. En ik ben als de dood voor kidnap en rape.
But I'm not afraid of eating disorders or addictions, mainly because I trust myself that I'll never let that happen to me. And I think there are enough people around me that would stop me.
Marc&Nienie4Life<3
BIJ T EINDFEEST GAAN WE ZE AAN ELKAAR KOPPELEN!!
W00t...
I don't trust my body anymore:p
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