The Difference

I've tried to explain it to my schoolbitchas and now I'm gonna explain it to you.
The difference between a Rock-chick and a Rock-on!-chick.

Rock Chick:
More like i'm cool and try not to be all too happy just relaxing, listens to quite louder music leaning toward metal. Wears more black even a bit Emo-ish. Would rather say YEAH! --

Rock-On!-Chick:
More joyfull jumpy and happy loves the life she is listening, listens to more happy soft rock music, Wears the rock patterns but with a colourfull touch. Would rather say YAY! --

Now kids you have learned another usefull lesson!

Testweek is almost over,I've got three more tests to make and after that the schoolparty and Terschelling! I hope my favo Aap can go with us, cant imagine it without her.
BTW aap just wanna let ya know u can still kiss with me and share glasses with me ;-) bet ya wanna do that!

Well this weekend will be all about maths, I really have get a good grade for this test.

Thats it
Byeee

Song that would say everything about you but you would not admit it: Boys - Sabrina (Just for your info the first few lines go like this: Boys, boys, boysBoys, boys, boysBoys, boys, boysBoys, boys, boys )

Song listening now: Soap Opera Coma - Out of the Bushes

Quote: gimme a kiss handsome!

My biggest fear

my last blog post was about my biggest secret, A lot of people got curious about it, and i know it was quite mean not to tell.
Well some of you now know my biggest secret. Sorry for the rest of you.
But never mind that, this blong entry will be about my Biggest fear(s). I have a few little fears and one big one.
The little one's:

• Get addicted to something that can destroy me in a physical and mental way.
• Get an eating disorder, somehow these things scare me so much, I dont wanna be skinny als hell.
• Spiders...If i will spot one, i will run away, or scream or do both, even during a debate or speech.
• To loose someone I love, or care about, i know it has happened to me some times last 2 years, but to live that all over again just frightens me again and again.

That were the little ones, now comes the big one. I think some of you will think it is lame but i have nighmares about this so many times.

• The sea: Standing on the beach, watching the waves break against the shore, does not frighten me. The sea is one of the most powerfull things in the world, it is strong and free. Maybe that is what makes it so scary, I remember I was swimming in the sea in Barcelona and a huge wave came over me. I couldnt get up and i thought i was drowning, that was the worst fear I ever had in my whole life, and this fear was exhausting. When I finally got up I ran up the beach and threw myself in the sand closed my eyes and I knew that I got a new fear. A lot of times when i am very tired an go to sleep i have this dream that i am standin in a pink room and all of a sudden this huge wave crashes over me and i die.

Well that's that for today

byee bitchas love you!

Music: Billy Talent - River below
Quote: Stephanie doet marc na: Nienie wil je verkering met me?